I feel like I’m breaking for some reason.
I have no reason to.
I honestly really do have the best friends a girl can ask… I’m constantly laughing when I’m with them, and while everyone judges me for being such close friends with underclassmen, I really don’t care. They understand me unlike everyone else and stand by me through my downfalls. (Imani, Jen, Kristen, Bry, Savoia, Matt<3)
My grades are pretty damn decent for basically not doing shittt. I have all B+’s and above right now. I’m nowhere near satisfied with my performance because, well, I kind of gave up in my AP Psych class, but my teacher is still giving me 90’s on my outlines that I don’t hand in… And every other class is smooth sailing. So there’s nothing to worry about with that.
And for the first time in almost 7 months, I’m trying to find a new guy. I’m head over heals for this one guy, but there’s no hope, and I don’t want my feelings to ruin our friendship. I feel as if I move on, this friendship could be perfect.
Also, Friday I’m seeing Mayday Parade, one of my favorite bands (well, my favorite tied with PR), with my two best friends. It’ll be my third year in a row seeing them, and my second time in four months.
I have nothing wrong going on in my life… Yet I feel so fucking miserable. What the hell is wrong with me?