I want to go back to this summer…
I miss it…
I was happy… genuinely happy.
I’m not friends with the people I was with during the summer… and it sucks, and it hurts. I act like I don’t care, but I do. It hurts like fuck. I’ve known them forever, and it hurts seeing them everyday, and just thinking about the summer…
Hanging out basically everyday… Never getting tired of each other… Going to the beach as much as humanly possible… During the day, During sunset, At night… Pissing people off because of our loudness and not giving a single fuck..
I didn’t have insecurities around them… I fucking went into the ocean in a t-shirt and underwear with them… It was nothing but friends/good times…
Ugh…