You wanna know why I push people away?
Its only because I’ve been hurt too many times before. So many people have gone in and out of my life. Some because of stupid reasons and some with no reason at all. I push people away because I’m sick and tired of it. I leave before I’m left. I leave before I get hurt again. Simple as that. Plus, if people are meant to be in my life, they’ll come back. Somehow.
I got screamed at for comparing him to them last night… and he’s right… He’s not them… He’s stayed… He’s been there for me… He hasn’t walked out when things got tough.. He didn’t make things awkward because I had feelings for him like the other had…. I fucked this up because of my insecurities…. I really fucked this up….
(Source: brendangardiolaa, via the-story-starts-here)
